Be wary never to feel at home in a house of sin! Learn never to feel at one with the people. Remain ever separate, observing, and alone. Be fearful of this world, until you learn to truly love God. A dose of disgust is necessary, lest you become foolishly enamoured of this world.
So hard for me to believe
How can others be so different from me? Am I not human?
In genetic development one small change in the genetic code can result in massive differences in the resulting creature . . I had just one thought that others did not have . . .
Now I am a diamond in a forest of charcoal.
Preparation for the future
You must be able to visualize yourself doing what you wish to do. If you cannot at least do this, then your goal is not realistic.
How can you hope to one day become a true individual if you can't visualize yourself living without the crutch of emotional attachment? If you cannot see yourself soon being hated by all humanity, men and women alike, then you have not yet grasped what it means to live honestly.