It takes a lifetime to build up a secure dream, a dream that can justify one's loves and relationships. And when it is done, there is great comfort. Then God enters the picture! And when he has taken the dream apart, it is impossible to put it back together again. God is fatal.
How fast!
How fast the change can be . . . from a tormented mind of tiredness and boredom, to the powerful clear mind of bliss. One has only to drop everything with a devoted love of God and in a moment you have cast off your burden and become a Buddha. Suddenly you are no longer the doer, but God is the doer, and He takes all responsibilities.
After all, who are you to take responsibility for what God does! What presumption!